Updates and more updates, since I am too busy to post everyday let me try and remember it all....

Update on work at good ol' Togo:

Work is great, except the past couple days..... The last few days my mental haze returned, I was feeling great, and enjoying my job for about two or three weeks there, and I took ONE day where I only got six or seven hours of sleep instead of eight, and I was in a haze again where my thinking fuzzed up, and I was thinking... I can't think straight, did I get everything done? Can I fake it and figure out the rest of my work day in my haze? Can I make it home? Are my blood sugars okay? How can I stay awake? You have no idea how awful it is to be in this haze... you feel so out of it... completely out of it... and there is no way to get out of the haze except to fight through the haze until X time when you can drive home (hopefully awake and alice), stumble around, and finally crash on your bed, quickly falling into a deep sleep, oblivious to all around you.

I like having my weekend off and I know once I switch to afternoons it will be a LONG time before I see weekends off again... But I DON'T CARE, GET ME OFF NIGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!! Hmmm... what happened? I was doing so well, no haze it was GREAT... I didn't feel that way last week... my solution, chew menthol gum (yes, it helps), and keep busy changing up what i am doing and acting crazy like, it works well for me!!!!

New occurances outside the norm:

I am working on moving my new trailer house over across the road from my parents that I recently bought. We have the skirting off the old one, and we will probably set up the new one and move it in on May 31st. Chris (the guy that was renting it) bought a house and said he will be out next month, so I will have the place to myself soon.. YES!!!! Privacy (right across the road from my parents, yeah right), quiet time (in other words more sleep), and home ownership (cleaning and cooking, yuck). Oh, I also got an added bonus, the owners are leaving me a swing set, YES FREE SWING SET... heeeheeeheee that will make people wonder... hmmm.....

The Tonka Toy:

My little tonka toy Corolla is treating me well, especially with roller coaster gas prices and extra bills coming soon.... (that isn't the type of coming soon I welcome). I also haven't wrecked my tranny YET!!!!!!!!! Actually I got he hang of that car pretty quick... although I so still stall it every one in a blue moon.

The New Horse:

My new horse is a peach and a handsome devil that has won my heart... rats I wanted to sell him and make a pretty penny... oh well, he brings me great joy so he is worth it... plus his direct Daddy keeps winning competitions so his price tag just keeps going up.... hee heee :). Maybe I will sell him yet, who knows.... I will just wait and see what else his Daddy does....

What have I been up to:

Lately I have been shooting, fishing, horseback riding, training my new horse (he hasn't killed me yet, me, the saddle, and the bridle are still in tact after riding!!!), looking at furniture, walking with friends, hanging out with friends, helping out friends, helping out my Dad (my Dad picked up a box at a Sheriff's auction with Heavy Metal CDs in it he didn't want it... he asked me about it, like I know about that stuff... huh... but I found out and sold them for him at a music shop), and running around making sure I get all the paper work completed on the new trailer. Heeheee all my chores everyone else has been taking care of for me... more fun time for me!!!!

Guys:

Adam... the only one I am interested in, helped my Dad with the skirting on my trailer and I seltp through it... yeah great huh? I haven't heard from him, but we text back and forth every once in a blue moon. Adam is really busy with his kick boxing, as he won Regionals and is soon to go on.. possibly being aired on ESPN.. My friend Jeremy keeps trying to convince me that I want to date him... he is rather persistant.. I can handle a guy like my brother's friend Scott that I know likes me but is to afraid to persue me, but what about Jeremy? What do I do with him... he just keeps doggedly pursuing.. and he is a very good friend.... yikes. I have just been hanging out with Scott more instead... but I am not sure if that is a good idea. Also, there is another Jeremy that my friend Amy tried to set me up with... and he is boring, nice, moral, has a 64 and a half mustang (his best quality), and he is a PUPPY dog!!!! Help me.... I don't need more men.. nope, nope.... I have enough thank you.................... NOOO MORE!!!!

That is all for now.... thanks for reading!